We meet again, nobody.

well hello nobody who reads this. im in a terrible mood. a terrible fucking mood.
wanna know why, nobody? because my life is fucking complicated. like seriously. worse than a fuckin soap opera. well anyways, here's me explaining my shitty situation to no one.
well fer one my cat wont leave my chords alone and its really annoying, but that wasn't what i was going to say.
oh, and first... MOOD MUSIC!
look up or download these 3 songs and this is my mood. they came on my iPod in a row while on shuffle. pretty cool.
"One Last Breath" by Creed
"New Low" by Middle Class Rut
"Nobody Knows" by P!nk
k, back to my rant. well for starters one of my best friends is leaving for college and tomaro is my last day with him. most of my friends r older than me so i feel like i should be graduated too... but i'm going into my junior year... fml. fer real. i'm trying to explain the not completely shitty situations first.. OH! i got pulled over 3 days after getting my license by a chick cop for "cutting her off". fuck off please. and today a cop fallowed me and didnt even turn on his blinker when i turned right. what a douche. they're all out to get the girl with red hair.. ik it. ummmm... my dads a dick, thank you. uhh school starts in less than 48 hours (aprox). oohh! this is a good one!! my ex-boyfriend who i broke up with 2 years ago after a 9 month relationship... his grandpa was gunna get him a red convertible, and i even road in it back when we were dating. well he got it cuz one of my friends said that they saw him driving a red convertible. go figure. well... my friend (thats leaving for college; mentioned earlier) and i were driving and we saw a car crash with a shitty green car and, u guessed it! a red convertible. i didn't see the ppl that were driving the cars because at this point they were towing the cars away... well i instantly thought of my ex and being a fucking caring person i called him, left him a voicemail, and a text. later another friend told me it was a chick driving the convertible... yeah. so now i look fucking desperate and pathetic. well excuse me for having a conscience! and now i have to see him in two days at school. yea.. im fucking ecstatic about that...
now here's the killer situation. well my friend from grade school has been dating this guy for a while and i thought they were really good! until her boyfriend told me that she cheated on him with 7 different guys.. and he still stayed with her. wtf! AAAND on top of that bullshit, shes fuckin mean to him all the time! constantly fighting! well she came over one day without him and my other friend (a guy) was there and she was flirting with him and everyone else noticed AND said something about it after she left... WELL... i felt guilty not telling her boyfriend about this considering hes my friend, so i told him. well he asked her flat out if she flirted with this guy, said NOTHING about me.. and i got a text saying something along the lines of "how dare you" yada yada and then she fuckin says "well he loves me and u can have him so stop trying" like wtf! sorry im not a bitch to him!!! UHHHG! wellll to make shit even MORE complicated her boyfriend (being as confused as anyone would be if they were cheated on with 7 different guys) starts having these dreams about me... like sexual and shit.. WELL this confused the both of us and i started realizing how nice this guy was, and i sorta started getting feelings, but i never wanted to be that girl. the ex that i mentioned earlier.. yah one of my best friends fucked him. SAAAWEEET... so yah. i didn't want to be like that bitch cuz i still think theirs no one worse than her in the world. if she was the last person on earth and she was about to die and i could save her, i wouldn’t. i fucking hate her. well n e ways. this old friend deleted me from n e form of contact and has disallowed her boyfriend to talk to me. he still texted me. in fact we hung out today. he taught me how to play poker! what u guna do now bitch!! UHH! fuck u. well n e ways.. her boyfriend and were texting two nights ago and we both confessed that we kinda has feelings for each other. then before falling asleep, he asked if we could hang out the next day.. and he never texted me that day. and he hasnt really texted me since. well i kinda squeezed my way back in today. her boyfriend's FRIEND was hitting on me and he's just another fml story for another day.. he was there too when her boyfriend taught me how to play poker. and they later went to the chick's house (today). and shes been shit talking me like a storm and telling her boyfriends friend not to like me tho he still calls me babe and sexy and asked to be friends with benifits because i flat out said to him i didnt want a relationship. like seriously??? ur a good FRIEND... back off my shit! FUCK! well n e ways she was shit talking me AGAIN, and even tho her bf hasnt texted me back or really talked to me, he stood up for me and asked her to stop. idk how he did it, like nice or forceful terms, but ik he did. and idk. i think hes just confused and maybe thats why hes not texting me back.. but fuck! how do i really kno? i dont. cuz no one ever asks me "hey r u ok?" or "hey u wanna talk about it?" cuz no!! i never have shitty fuckin days! y the fuck do i drop everything to help these ppl that only end up fucking me over in the end. idk. i guess i just never learn.
Well goodbye nobody, and thanks for reading.